You know trend these days?

yep, eyeliner. I kinda want to do it. but I don't have that perfect ulzzang face&modelling skllls. so crappy me(;

see? I warned you it didn't look like the ulzzangs. whatever, i'm happy:D

1.

you've seen the 1,2,3 post? no? but this post is related to it, but yeah, whatever.

knp lo mau disakitin? gue cuma mau lo dengerin gue aja.
please jangan jadi org bodoh.


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Edited.

Ini semua adalaaah editan-editan originally by me;;)

wanna see? wanna see? :D

here it is:

I'm just a rookie. btw, enjoy Xx

follow me~ @deandrasw

sesakit ini coy.

maaf ye. gue kalo curhat emang lebih suka pake bahasa inggris. bukannya sok bule tapi emang enak bgt. kata22nya pas brayy.

dan sekarang mari berbahasa indonesia!

jadi yg ke-2 itu, ngomong sesuatu. udah kira minggu lalu lah. dia frontal22 bilang:
'yakin lo mau ikut lagi? nanti keluar lagi kaya lo *piiip*'
gue langsung diem. stuck. gatau mau ngomong apa.

dan sekarang..gue kepikiran.
kenapa gue mesti bicara yang mancing dia ngomong gitu.............knpp?

kenapa orang yang bernama Fadhila Iswi Deandra ini bego banget.

oiya. btw, gue dibuat ngefly sama dia. seneng coy  scratch that gue BAHAGIA!

waktu itu, pagi22...lo bayangin kita makan kue bolu (ato kue mangkok) gitu..berdua. yaa gakaya di cerita22 kalo misalkan kita gigit langsung ber2 sih... tapi dia meng-ikhlas-kan kuenya buat ber2 dengan gue. <3<3

daaan banyak lagi.

dan dan dan! lo mesti tau..gue sedih banget.
ternyata dia belom bisa mv on sama mantannya yg super-duper -jahat.
HAHAHAHA de, lo kira lo bakal dapet orang sebaik sekece seunyu dia?

nggak.

hopeless coy. dan itu sesakit ini.

lo dan orang22 pasti bilang, 'kalo gitu move on aja... relain..'
tapi, kalo setiap gue udah terlanjur sayang sama orang terus dia kaya gitu, gue move on lagi?
jadi intinya, lo sayang untuk di-move on-kan. ngga kan?
putus harapan emang ada, tapi kalo setiap sayang orang harapan keputus mulu?
sakit ga coy.
semua butuh pengorbanan brayy.

quote-quote ter-'iye' :

"The truth is that everyone's gonna hurt you. you just have to find the ones worth suffering for"
                    -Bob Marley

itu kata Bob Marley. emang semua ada sakitnya........................gaada yang namanya happy start kan?

dan quote ini:

"One day, someone will walk into your life and make you see why it never woked out with anyone else."
                   -Anonymous

gue lagi nunggu nih bray. kapan gue bisa ngeliat dan ketawa.....knp gue bisa suka dia saat ada yg lebih sayang sama gue dan ternyata orangnya adalah orang yang selama ini ada di samping gue.

kalo itu bener kejadian, gue cuma beharap orang yang belom gue sadari itu tetep bertahan di samping gue.
karena gue pastti nemuin lo di ruang tersembunyi di hati gue :)

2.

GAAH! you know the 1,2,3. post I posted before?
(if you don't, click here.)
I think i'm in love with the second one.

but  wait.

I read in twitter, in @TheGoogleFacts, that, the physiological fact that, if you like someone less than 4 months, it calls crush. but if you like someone more than 4 months, it's true love.

So, I think it better I have a crush. with number 2.

GAH! he's nicer than I thought he was.
I really into him.

wish. me. luck.

4.

there's this guy. my friend told me, he likes me. thank god my blackberry is broken. so i don't have to talk with him.

enough for the english post.

yep. jadi ada orang ngasih tau gue, kalo teennya suka sama dia. tadinya gue gatau siapa orangnya tapi akhirnya karena ke-kepo-an gue yang sangat tinggi ini, gue tau B-)

namanya, adalah sayangnya we gasuka. haha. enough for this;;)

ARGH!

This is my worst day ever. from early in the morning, till now I write this blogspot.

ALL MESSED UP! EVERYTHING!

I didn't know what I've to do...then i decided to hear one of Coldplay most-best-song-in-the-world.

FIX YOU.

It really make my tears stream down my face. here's the lyric:

"When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down on your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down on your face
And I...

Tears stream down on your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down on your face
And I...

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you"

the one that I highlight, is the one that made my tears burst out.

I kept my smile all day in the school, I had to act like nothing happened But inside, I cried so much even I can't feel I have a heart again Cause it already tear into some pieces. And now, I feel sick. My eyes are burning and turn red. God, if you wanna punish me, please make it easier for me to pass it..............

So,  what's your worst day ever? Does it almost the same as me? Does it makes your tears burst out? Does do you want to pass the day............

Cause I wanna skip this day, please.

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