2.

GAAH! you know the 1,2,3. post I posted before?
(if you don't, click here.)
I think i'm in love with the second one.

but  wait.

I read in twitter, in @TheGoogleFacts, that, the physiological fact that, if you like someone less than 4 months, it calls crush. but if you like someone more than 4 months, it's true love.

So, I think it better I have a crush. with number 2.

GAH! he's nicer than I thought he was.
I really into him.

wish. me. luck.

4.

there's this guy. my friend told me, he likes me. thank god my blackberry is broken. so i don't have to talk with him.

enough for the english post.

yep. jadi ada orang ngasih tau gue, kalo teennya suka sama dia. tadinya gue gatau siapa orangnya tapi akhirnya karena ke-kepo-an gue yang sangat tinggi ini, gue tau B-)

namanya, adalah sayangnya we gasuka. haha. enough for this;;)

ARGH!

This is my worst day ever. from early in the morning, till now I write this blogspot.

ALL MESSED UP! EVERYTHING!

I didn't know what I've to do...then i decided to hear one of Coldplay most-best-song-in-the-world.

FIX YOU.

It really make my tears stream down my face. here's the lyric:

"When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down on your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down on your face
And I...

Tears stream down on your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down on your face
And I...

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you"

the one that I highlight, is the one that made my tears burst out.

I kept my smile all day in the school, I had to act like nothing happened But inside, I cried so much even I can't feel I have a heart again Cause it already tear into some pieces. And now, I feel sick. My eyes are burning and turn red. God, if you wanna punish me, please make it easier for me to pass it..............

So,  what's your worst day ever? Does it almost the same as me? Does it makes your tears burst out? Does do you want to pass the day............

Cause I wanna skip this day, please.

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2012♥

pain, hurt, laugh, tears, smile, dance.
Sorry, I haven't post since new year!._.
You kno what? I went to Kediri and mest some people.
I met some fans :$

okay, so whattt?!

and, my ex. yes my ex.

he's the one who accompany me. with text mssgs...............................
cause i was at kediri._.anyway, have a great year al!

Dndr xx

1, 2, 3.

maybe you're confused about the title. but yeah it's about 3.
I just feeling that, there is 3 boy. I kinda close to them, but................I dunno.

First, my heart officially empty. like E-M-P-T-Y.
and now I know, loving someone is good. but don't love him to much.
but, don't have a feeling at all is worst than you love someone who doesn't love you back.

Now, I felt this 3 guys like rrr. like what huh:/

First, he's nice, very nice, good at dancing, and a lil' bit closed.
i know his secret life, but not much.
He stared at me, for a lil' while. You just realize it when someone starring at you right?
And then, he cares. he cares. it's a bit awkward. I guess:/

And then this big guy. his cool, nice, playmaker, face? hmm average:|
he's a caring person. and it's about care for me. he's a great listener. and he talks about his probs too. it's awesome that our chat flowing like water. looove it.

third, there's this boy. he's younger than me. but he plays with ppl that older than him.
he's so handsome&cute. he's like to messing&joking around with me.
But, I never see him flirt the girls.

Now you see?
Emptiness makes you feel confused. there's too much decisions to make..........