they said.

katanya orang: "jangan nyesel jadi diri lo. karena pasti ada seseorang yg mau jadi  lo'
nyatanya? HIDUP GUE GAADA YG PERLU DIIMPIIN.


hidup gue sederhana, hampir dibawah sederhana.
muka gue pas-pasan.
baju gue 'gatot'
yg terpenting:
hidup gue ini ga ba-ha-gi-a.


gaada enaknya jadi gue. cuma enak karena gue punya temen yg selalu bikin gue ketawa{}♥
tapi mereka gaselalu ada buat gue.
kalo gue cerita, mereka malah interrupt dan.............cerita terus. (except you dear alma&tsaniya♥)


sebenernya, gue gabener-bener punya seseorang disamping gue.
kecuali kalo mereka lagi senasib. and have no shoulder to crying to.
or they just feelin lonely.


gue kaya barang di tempat lost&found.
diilangin, dicariin, dibuang.


ha-ha. life's unfair.


ada anak yang cantik bgt, pinter bgt, kaya bgt, eksis bgt.
dan hidup mereka ba-ha-gi-a.


and. I just made an answer song. wait for it(';

"BARU SADAR GUE DIMANFAATIN"

today.

yep. i kinda love today.

me, @fitrickk and @Danantyaa did a photoshoot at dempo.

it's kinda cool! gue kaya foto22 di taman22 gt.

tapi gambarnya belom di edit dan diproses. i promise, if i edited those image, i instantly upload to this blog.

did i say instantly?

btw. school.

i met him.

gotta go. xox.

Confessions.

i think..i owe you guys a confessions.

yes, i lied to all of you.
only certain people know this.

the: friends pain story.....
actually, raisa is me. and i just added somethin a lil bit. like: met at bp, or something like meeting like that.

i'm sorry i lied.
but i did it because. i don't want that guy know
just like that.

i'm sorry! love you!{}

what's best.

"what goes around, comes back around, hey, my baby"
yep. i think what goes around will comes back someday. even it's hurt or painful. it will. so watch your moves. make a good one.


"there was a time that i thought you did everything right"
like really? i even couldn't see what's the right, what's the wrong one?
yep. love. blind.


"boy i, must've been out of my mind"
yes. back there, i wasn't realize. it's a game. you were the user and i was the program. and you played like our ass wanted to.


"you show your ass, and i saw the real you"
then i saw you with another girl. and you showed up and felt playboy is a cool guy.
no. it wasn't. and it will never cool.


and i think, letting you go.
it's the hardest and best-est thing i've ever done.
but it's not for my heart.

Yep, We Did It!

Hari ini gue,om,tante,ayah,mama,bapak,ibu,mbak,adek,adek sepupu, dan lain22.
having a:

SURPRISE GRANPA'S BDAY PARTY!!

And we nailed it! sukses banget buat kakek gue nangis22. lumayan mengharukan. kita seneng22, karokean, mancing22 di Saung Dolken, Bogor. Itu super-duper asik. dan it's really huuuge. I L-O-V-E IT<3

lonesome.

Hey. I feeling lonely.
I really wanna go and scream, and scream, and scream.....
And let go every single pain in my heart, brain and body.
I wanna have friends that care about me..
I wanna have family who really got my back.
And I wanna have you! yeah you. I don't know if I am happy with you..
But there's a sparks in my eyes that I can't deny.
HAHA. nothiing..........................:$