12/08/2011

what's best.

"what goes around, comes back around, hey, my baby"
yep. i think what goes around will comes back someday. even it's hurt or painful. it will. so watch your moves. make a good one.


"there was a time that i thought you did everything right"
like really? i even couldn't see what's the right, what's the wrong one?
yep. love. blind.


"boy i, must've been out of my mind"
yes. back there, i wasn't realize. it's a game. you were the user and i was the program. and you played like our ass wanted to.


"you show your ass, and i saw the real you"
then i saw you with another girl. and you showed up and felt playboy is a cool guy.
no. it wasn't. and it will never cool.


and i think, letting you go.
it's the hardest and best-est thing i've ever done.
but it's not for my heart.

12/03/2011

Yep, We Did It!

Hari ini gue,om,tante,ayah,mama,bapak,ibu,mbak,adek,adek sepupu, dan lain22.
having a:
SURPRISE GRANPA'S BDAY PARTY!!

And we nailed it! sukses banget buat kakek gue nangis22. lumayan mengharukan. kita seneng22, karokean, mancing22 di Saung Dolken, Bogor. Itu super-duper asik. dan it's really huuuge. I L-O-V-E IT<3

lonesome.

Hey. I feeling lonely.
I really wanna go and scream, and scream, and scream.....
And let go every single pain in my heart, brain and body.
I wanna have friends that care about me..
I wanna have family who really got my back.
And I wanna have you! yeah you. I don't know if I am happy with you..
But there's a sparks in my eyes that I can't deny.
HAHA. nothiing..........................:$

11/16/2011

and this s my feeling.

after years, i mvd on.
and i move, to a wrong guy.
why life is so mean? why love is so selfish?
pick the most beautiful, popular, rich, young, tall-girl.
to be the one who's lucky enough to be happy.
find their love. ea-si-ly.

life = unfair. love = unseen. me = unwanted.

9/18/2011

screwed.

every pieces of my body, aren't worth it.
everything about me, aren't useful.

I wanna be you. the one who hold him in the hand.
I wanna be you. the one who have such a beautiful face.
I wanna be you. the one who everybody want to talk with.

Well, me? I'm the one who have nobody beside.
Well, me? I'm the one who have such an ugly face.
Well, me? I'm the one who everybody laughing at.

You're perfect.

And I guess.

I'm the screwed one.

8/24/2011

Think I've got a crush♥

u must be watch glee project right? a new program that hunt new role for Glee 3?
if you watch, than you know..........................CAMERON MITCHELL♥
a hot,young,nerd,handsome, and nerd. I LOVE HIM♥♥


NO. I'M WRONG. I CRAZY ABOUT HIM

I collect so much photo of him. and now you'll see, the power of nerdy!:

Cameron;;*

 took it fr we♥it

cameron&damian bro forever!

 Cameron&his pals in glee project

so cute;3

KILL ME UUH xox

cameron w/ damian&hannah♥

the new bryce? i don't think so. he still cameron;*

power of a hot nerd!

 :*
 at the The Glee 3D concert premiere

came&damn.meheheh

AND YOU KNOW WHAT?
he write songs to. UH, HE JUST TOO PERFECT!
my fav is: Love Can Wait and Such A Mystery

you can see the videos in youtube :
Love Can Wait(lyrics video): http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X0ILs50-Eyw
Favorite cover : don't stop this train - John Mayer : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4_vMiALYhGs

(P.S. HE IS SO DAMN HOT IN DON'T STOP THIS TRAIN COVER!)

8/22/2011

pathetic.

you ask why? why it's pathetic? here it is!

u no what? my pottermore welcome email isn't in my inbox yet? like, DUH! it's not mid of august anymore, it's the last week in august.blah.

and, MY LIFE.


yep.the most pathetic thing in my life, my life it self.HAHA.
but, not all of it pathetic.i mean the patethic things in my life is the pathetic one, not all of it.

DUH! it's 02.02 AM in the morning. and tomorrow, i've got my holiday.BUDH! MY MOM WON'T GO WORKING! BLAH!

dishes, is waiting for me to catch on. buh-buy!