ARGH!

This is my worst day ever. from early in the morning, till now I write this blogspot.

ALL MESSED UP! EVERYTHING!

I didn't know what I've to do...then i decided to hear one of Coldplay most-best-song-in-the-world.

FIX YOU.

It really make my tears stream down my face. here's the lyric:

"When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down on your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down on your face
And I...

Tears stream down on your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down on your face
And I...

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you"

the one that I highlight, is the one that made my tears burst out.

I kept my smile all day in the school, I had to act like nothing happened But inside, I cried so much even I can't feel I have a heart again Cause it already tear into some pieces. And now, I feel sick. My eyes are burning and turn red. God, if you wanna punish me, please make it easier for me to pass it..............

So,  what's your worst day ever? Does it almost the same as me? Does it makes your tears burst out? Does do you want to pass the day............

Cause I wanna skip this day, please.

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2012♥

pain, hurt, laugh, tears, smile, dance.
Sorry, I haven't post since new year!._.
You kno what? I went to Kediri and mest some people.
I met some fans :$

okay, so whattt?!

and, my ex. yes my ex.

he's the one who accompany me. with text mssgs...............................
cause i was at kediri._.anyway, have a great year al!

Dndr xx

1, 2, 3.

maybe you're confused about the title. but yeah it's about 3.
I just feeling that, there is 3 boy. I kinda close to them, but................I dunno.

First, my heart officially empty. like E-M-P-T-Y.
and now I know, loving someone is good. but don't love him to much.
but, don't have a feeling at all is worst than you love someone who doesn't love you back.

Now, I felt this 3 guys like rrr. like what huh:/

First, he's nice, very nice, good at dancing, and a lil' bit closed.
i know his secret life, but not much.
He stared at me, for a lil' while. You just realize it when someone starring at you right?
And then, he cares. he cares. it's a bit awkward. I guess:/

And then this big guy. his cool, nice, playmaker, face? hmm average:|
he's a caring person. and it's about care for me. he's a great listener. and he talks about his probs too. it's awesome that our chat flowing like water. looove it.

third, there's this boy. he's younger than me. but he plays with ppl that older than him.
he's so handsome&cute. he's like to messing&joking around with me.
But, I never see him flirt the girls.

Now you see?
Emptiness makes you feel confused. there's too much decisions to make..........

they said.

katanya orang: "jangan nyesel jadi diri lo. karena pasti ada seseorang yg mau jadi  lo'
nyatanya? HIDUP GUE GAADA YG PERLU DIIMPIIN.


hidup gue sederhana, hampir dibawah sederhana.
muka gue pas-pasan.
baju gue 'gatot'
yg terpenting:
hidup gue ini ga ba-ha-gi-a.


gaada enaknya jadi gue. cuma enak karena gue punya temen yg selalu bikin gue ketawa{}♥
tapi mereka gaselalu ada buat gue.
kalo gue cerita, mereka malah interrupt dan.............cerita terus. (except you dear alma&tsaniya♥)


sebenernya, gue gabener-bener punya seseorang disamping gue.
kecuali kalo mereka lagi senasib. and have no shoulder to crying to.
or they just feelin lonely.


gue kaya barang di tempat lost&found.
diilangin, dicariin, dibuang.


ha-ha. life's unfair.


ada anak yang cantik bgt, pinter bgt, kaya bgt, eksis bgt.
dan hidup mereka ba-ha-gi-a.


and. I just made an answer song. wait for it(';

"BARU SADAR GUE DIMANFAATIN"

today.

yep. i kinda love today.

me, @fitrickk and @Danantyaa did a photoshoot at dempo.

it's kinda cool! gue kaya foto22 di taman22 gt.

tapi gambarnya belom di edit dan diproses. i promise, if i edited those image, i instantly upload to this blog.

did i say instantly?

btw. school.

i met him.

gotta go. xox.

Confessions.

i think..i owe you guys a confessions.

yes, i lied to all of you.
only certain people know this.

the: friends pain story.....
actually, raisa is me. and i just added somethin a lil bit. like: met at bp, or something like meeting like that.

i'm sorry i lied.
but i did it because. i don't want that guy know
just like that.

i'm sorry! love you!{}